I had a mm...yeah, maybe we can call him XCrush *oops. Yeah, my XCrush LOL -____________-
I loved him, I liked him, when I sat at 7th grade, 2 half years I liked and loved him, it's silly right ? I never told him about my feel, and my love (yeaaahh~~ because I'm a girl pffftt.......). But at the time, That's feel disappear, I don't know why ? Maybe, because him didn't liked or loved me, so I tried to forget him, and succeded to forgot and didn't loved him again. Or maybe he will graduated from his Junior High School.
Four years passed, and now I sat at 11th grade now, sometimes I saw him, maybe he across my class, in mosque, at the field when he in sport lesson, etc. Do you know, what I will do, when he across me ? I will feel ashamed, looked down, and my heart will be beat loudly -__________-
And you know what, last week, when I'm accompany my friend to the photocopy, the awkward moment were happened.
Me: "I think I know with this boy ? Who is he ?" *my mind*
He: *Suddenly he look at me*
Me: "Oh gosh x_x, that's him"
Eeerrr........ I felt very very very very ashamed, and being embarassed. Uuugghh.......I don't know why ? Maybe, I still loved him ? Oh....c'mon the answer is NO!!! O.K that's my experience about my love, and my 'X'Crush. And this story should be my spoof text, but I'm forget about this LOL. I'm sorry if my English is bad, my grammar not good :).
I loved him, I liked him, when I sat at 7th grade, 2 half years I liked and loved him, it's silly right ? I never told him about my feel, and my love (yeaaahh~~ because I'm a girl pffftt.......). But at the time, That's feel disappear, I don't know why ? Maybe, because him didn't liked or loved me, so I tried to forget him, and succeded to forgot and didn't loved him again. Or maybe he will graduated from his Junior High School.
Four years passed, and now I sat at 11th grade now, sometimes I saw him, maybe he across my class, in mosque, at the field when he in sport lesson, etc. Do you know, what I will do, when he across me ? I will feel ashamed, looked down, and my heart will be beat loudly -__________-
And you know what, last week, when I'm accompany my friend to the photocopy, the awkward moment were happened.
Me: "I think I know with this boy ? Who is he ?" *my mind*
He: *Suddenly he look at me*
Me: "Oh gosh x_x, that's him"
Eeerrr........ I felt very very very very ashamed, and being embarassed. Uuugghh.......I don't know why ? Maybe, I still loved him ? Oh....c'mon the answer is NO!!! O.K that's my experience about my love, and my 'X'Crush. And this story should be my spoof text, but I'm forget about this LOL. I'm sorry if my English is bad, my grammar not good :).
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